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Dear friends,

This is my testimony.

Father Georges Lauzin, Fabienne's Spiritual Counselor

Fabienne Guerrero presented me with her manuscript for a new book.

I have been her Spiritual Counselor for several years and she asked me to write a few words of introduction with respect to the teachings contained therein. Of course, I was happy to oblige.

Fabienne speaks quite freely about her past sinful life, caught in the trappings of New Age, spiritualism and other belief systems.

If there is any doubt regarding the existence of Hell, a concept too often denied in our times given the requirement to convert, Fabienne to the contrary recognized her sinful life was leading her straight to Hell. This was not the result of the Lord’s will, but rather the lies of Satan, the sworn enemy to both the Lord and mankind.

She speaks at length about the Divine Mercy of the Lord Jesus and His Love to save her. She speaks with humility encouraging readers to convert according to the teachings of the Gospel and the Catechism of the Catholic Church. She preaches the real word and I certainly want to support her effort in this selfless endeavor, which is in direct opposition with the spirit of the world, something you will come to realize as you progress through the material.

From the sinner that she was to what she has become, makes her well aware that Jesus saved her to be a great saint. This is how God is glorified against evil, shattering the bondage of sin through His Devine Mercy, thereby obtaining genuine and definitive conversions. Today God wants the multitude of sinners to become a multitude of great saints. It would be unacceptable that our Lord Savior obtain, only a halfhearted victory.

Fabienne knows where she was found and emerged from, and that she owes it to the Redeemer who paid dearly to save us all. She cannot be silenced, her commitment to God is total, absolute, even inclusive of martyrdom if necessary.

She also gives thanks to the Blessed Virgin Mary and the Two Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Her testimonial is true and her teachings are of the Church without concession or dilution. Let her message be spread far and wide across the world.


Testimonial: Fabienne Guerrero Avoided Hell

Here is Fabienne's testimonial and whose destiny from now on is set on Jesus-Christ's Divine Mercy. Upon Jesus’ request along with her Spiritual Counselor, her conversion propelled her to denounce the New Age philosophy in the four corners of the world. She organizes prayer sessions focusing on healing the soul and the body.


Dear brothers and sisters, since Jesus asked me to reveal what New Age really is all about, I now travel around the world to speak about my conversion. God asked me to speak about His Mercy as I offended Him repeatedly during my life. It is in 1996 that Jesus saved me from my sinful life.

After a pilgrimage to Medjugorje, I came to understand the Church's love and the goodness of the Virgin Mary. Jesus taught me about the lies emanating from New Age teachings, including reincarnation. Flowing from His infinite mercy, Jesus told me how much He loved me and to have confidence in His kindness provided I agreed to admit my sins by doing a sincere thorough confession. It is then that I started to understand Canon Law regarding collective confessions:

CANON-961 Paragraph I

It is written, “The absolution cannot be given by general mode to several penitents together, without individual confessions, except when:

1- There is imminent mortal danger and there is not enough time for the priest or priests to hear individual confessions.

2- There are special unique circumstances. If there is not enough confessors to hear the confession of each penitent in a suitable period of time, so that penitents through no fault of their own, would be forced to be deprived for a long period of Sacramental Grace or Holy Communion. However, the need is not considered sufficient if for instance confessors cannot be available in adequate numbers for the sole reason of the large influx of penitents due to a celebration or a pilgrimage.”

In effect, reworded differently that paragraph says: In order to obtain full benefits of sacramental absolution while given collectively, it is required the penitents be well prepared and further be ready to individually confess grave sins in a timely manner, something which under the current circumstances cannot effectively be done.


Then Jesus asked me to listen to His Word, observe His Commandments, and observe His Sabbaths. The Lord asked me to defend God's Law. Indeed, to do so I had to relearn the Ten Commandments of the Lord. I was going to hell because of the life I was leading, but God in His Infinite Mercy gave me the time to repent and a second chance for eternal salvation.

After my conversion, Jesus told me that I was His joy. The Holy Virgin Mary our dear Heavenly Mother, informed me that She would bring me to Heaven because she sees the sufferings I have to bear carrying my cross.


Before my conversion, the demons were torturing me because I liked money, the pleasures of the world and the pleasures of the flesh. So, I was warned that my soul was at the bottom of the abyss. To save me, Jesus asked me to choose poverty and not to make Him suffer with my flesh.

I then decided to make a good examination of my conscience and it became quite evident that I wasn’t living in accordance with God's Commandments.


I was in violation of the 1st Commandment: "I the Lord, am your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt that place of slavery. You shall not have other gods besides Me. You shall not carve idols for yourselves in the shape of anything in the sky above or on the earth below or in the waters beneath the earth. You shall not bow down before them or worship them''. (Ex 20, 2-5). It is written: "The Lord, your God, shall you worship and Him alone shall you serve". (Mt 4, 10)

Indeed, I used to adore myself physically with the use of beauticians, luxurious clothing, luxurious vacation and so on. Further, I had many New Age idols behind which of course lurks the devil. It was then that Jesus in the Spirit of Truth, told me: "You are worshiping Satan".

I was practicing divination, astrology, spiritualism, and most of the New Age techniques and I was also a member of the Rosicrucians sect AMORC. This is the Old and Mystical Order of Rosicrucians (AMORC) as mentioned in the Report on Sects N° 1687, June 10, 1999.

After my repentance, Jesus said: “Do not sell your soul to the devil. Be faithful to Me, glorify Me, honor Me, and praise Me”. I began to enjoy praying which orients us towards the love of God. For years I had been depressed given that I had not yet encountered the Lord, who is Love, Kindness, and Compassion provided we approach Him with great respect.

I had not had a loving relationship with sweet Jesus for a long time, either in prayer or worship. Now, I spend hours adoring Him in spirit and in truth. God informed me that He is looking for faithful worshippers.

2nd Commandment: "You shall not take the name of the Lord, your God, in vain". (Ex 20, 7)

Our ancestors were told: “Do not be a perjurer, but I say to you, do not swear at all; not by Heaven, for it is God's throne". (Mt 5, 33-34)

It is certain that in my youth I pronounced God's name without respect being so sacred, consequently I had to confess of that.

3rd Commandment: "Remember the Sabbath and keep it holy, six days you labor and do all your work but on the seventh day you do not work". (Ex 20, 8-10)

"The Sabbath was instituted for mankind not mankind for the Sabbath. So, the Son of Man has dominion over the Sabbath". (Mk 2, 27-28).

Indeed, I was working all day on Sunday not going to mass, a day of rest supposed to be reserved for the Lord.

Since my conversion, I can feel God's Love for me, so I praise, I pray, I adore, and I preach in many countries and I contemplate His beautiful creation. I like walking in nature. I find a great union with God in silence helping me to better unite with Him. Yes, the Sabbath day belongs to God allowing us to see His Infinite Tenderness.

4th Commandment: "Honor your father and mother that you may have a long life in the land the Lord your God is giving you". (Ex 20, 12) The Lord Jesus himself pointed to the power of God's Commandments. The apostle’s teaching: "Children, obey your parents in the Lord for this is right”. "Honor your father and mother", it is the first commandment with a promise that it may go well for you and be blessed with a long life on earth. (Ep 6, 1-3)

In my youth, I never honored my parents and I would always disobey them. Since Jesus came to retrieve me from the depths of my misery, I have learned to obey my parents, to love and be attentive to my family and take care of them, because I had neglected them for so long. Nowadays, I am in perfect harmony, at peace and joy in my heart for having such a blessed family.


5th Commandment: "You shall not kill". (Ex 20, 13)

Your ancestors were told: “You shall not kill; and whomever kills will be liable to be judged. And I say to you, whomever becomes angry at his brother will be held accountable." (Mt 5, 21-22).

Just consider, that I used to smoke two packs of cigarettes a day and that I was consuming soft drugs and drinking a lot of alcohol. Further, I was on the pill and I can report that in my youth I was getting angry fairly often.

My body was subjected to a lot of poison. Here again, confession a healing Sacrament contributed greatly to rid myself of all this. Then, Jesus told me: "I created you from my hands, respect your body."

Having repented I then realized that I had spent too much money smoking and that it could have been used to feed the poor.

One day, I even took a friend to a clinic for an abortion. You may not be fully aware of the procedure but I can tell you it is a horrible scene. The embryo is torn off the wall of the uterus in shredded fragments.

Abortion is murder. First the head is torn off then the arms and the legs. When Jesus and Mary visited me, I cried in great sorrow and repented and now I pray every day not to have martyr babies and for those mothers to repent sincerely. I also pray for the doctors performing these abortions to repent and do penance.

6th Commandment: "You shall not commit adultery". (Ex 20, 14)

"You have heard it, «You shall not commit adultery». But I say to you, everyone who looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultery with her in his heart". (Mt 5, 27-28)

I was living in adultery, a mortal sin according to the C.C.C. 18561. What would my condition have been after death with such a stain in my soul? The C.C.C. 1035 says: “The teachings of the Church reaffirm the existence of Hell and eternity. The souls of those who die in mortal sin descend in Hell immediately after death, where they suffer eternal fire in punishment. The main suffering is the separation from God the Creator in whom man must place his hope to have life and happiness.” Indeed something humanity should aspire to.

My situation was that I married a man whom had divorced fourteen years prior. His marriage had been conducted quite legitimately before the Church, however his wife left him for a friend of his, thereby ruining that relationship. Our marriage was conducted before a civil court making our union totally invalid in the eyes of the Lord. Therefore, to qualify for and have access to the sacraments such as confession and Holy Communion we chose to live as brother and sister.


When I married civilly, Jesus asked me to be abstinent and do penance for my sins. From that moment, Jesus showed me the demons surrounding my soul, willing and ready to take me to Hell. However, Jesus in His Infinite Love and Mercy protected me. So, I followed his request because He came to save those who were lost. No sin can surpass His Great Mercy and the more we call upon it the more it seems to grow.


Jesus said: "I ask you to be holy, I ask you to love Me". Jesus wants all sinners to become great saints. His Infinite Mercy can transform us day in and day out. So for me, I started on a path of liberation and Jesus promised to heal me and He did it. Since then, He sends me all over the world as witness to His Goodness for those who come to Him genuinely confess and repent their sins.


As soon as God has forgiven your sins they are forgotten. It’s like they are erased from the Lord’s mind, much as if they had never existed. Once I had confessed my sins, the Lord said: “your sins are forgiven.”

During the time I was married civilly, I wrote to the Vatican to ask under what circumstances can a marriage be annulled and the conditions applicable thereto. The reply stated the absolute requirement for valid and serious cause otherwise the case is not even heard. Following that, I recognized before God that our case did not qualify since my civilly married husband and his ex-wife had actually undergone the sacrament of marriage freely and in full consent. So, in good conscience with God I abandoned that request, otherwise I would be accountable before the Lord in judgment given that we have to assume full responsibility for our actions.

There is a consequence to every action in our lives and personally I prefer to be cautious for the salvation of my soul. However, there are valid cases of annulment where the Church must decide on the merit of each one.

In 1987, John Paul II denounced the excessive number of annulments, a scandal he said that threatens to destroy the value of the Christian marriage. He denounced the proliferation and almost automatic declarations of annulment, under the pretext of immaturity or psychic weakness of the spouses. He stated: ”A real inability of the spouses is justified only by a severe abnormality affecting the capacity to understand and ability to exercise their free will.”


After two years of living as brother and sister, I filed for divorce because our civil union had no value in the eyes of God given that it could not be blessed in compliance with the Sacrament of marriage as recognized in the Catholic Church. The Catechism of the Catholic Church, Art.1650 reports that saddly, in different countries of the world many Catholics obtain a civil divorce and further contract a new union under civil law.

The Church is faithful to the Lord’s words maintaining the decree: "Whomever repudiates his wife and marries another woman commits adultery against his wife; and conversely if she repudiates her husband and marries another man, she commits adultery against her husband." (Mk 10, 11-12) The Church does not and cannot recognize the new union because the first one is still quite valid.

The divorced and civilly remarried are in a state that contravenes the law of the Lord. As a consequence they cannot receive Holy Communion for as long as this situation exists. For the same reason they cannot exercise certain ecclesiastical functions.

Reconciliation with God through the Sacrament of Reconciliation may only be granted to those who repent for having violated the covenant of fidelity to Christ, pledging to live in complete abstinence. For a number of years, I was living as a concubine with another man. I wasn’t aware, that it is forbidden by the Lord and that it has to be a marriage before the Church.

God further warned me that it is prohibited to procreate outside the Sacrament of marriage. If children are born to Catholic parents who chose not to unite within the Catholic Church, the children must unfortunately bear the consequences of the disobedience of their parents.

But again, God's Mercy is Infinite in the sense that we have the opportunity to have masses celebrated on our behalf for the atonement of our sins, which have to be accounted for on the day of judgment. At the hour of our death we see the results of the sins we committed while living. We see our lives unfold like a film. As a case in point, during the Great Warning our life will unfold before our eyes and the sins committed and the resulting insults to God and the pain caused to Jesus will be revealed in minute details. Indeed, that will be a day of reckoning.

Clearly, we must remain hopeful of the Divine Mercy and have many masses celebrated for our soul repenting sincerely for sins committed. Jesus will not deny anything to the soul who believes in Him and offers to Him his/her miseries through the auspices of a Priest.

At each confession, we remove the nails from the limbs of Jesus on the cross. Who can claim understanding the greatness of this Sacrament? All God wants is our deliverance. This is how much He loves us. He wants us in heaven with Him and His Holy Mother Mary.


God says: "I am a jealous God, calling to account those sons whose fathers hated me and this up to the third and fourth generation, but conversely I am faithful up to the thousandth generation for those who love Me and comply with my Commandments” (Ex 34, 7)

It is largely through the grace of the Two United Hearts that the evil effects of a curse can be neutralized. Think of children with unexplainable disorders such as psychological crises, physical disorders, and nocturnal problems whose source cannot be readily determined, as a case in point. It is extremely rare that one would venture a link between the sins of prior generations and the descendants being afflicted in such ways. There are those however who stood witness to the benefits flowing from prayers offered from within their own family regarding such hereditary tribulations. Here is one powerful prayer.


Dear Eternal Father, with faith, I offer you the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary, and the Victorious Bloody Wounds of Jesus, and the Tears of Mary, our Mother in Heaven.

Dear Lord, may Your Will be done

To receive the blessings it is necessary to devote oneself to the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary as in the following prayer while staying in a state of grace on a daily basis as much as possible.

In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

“Divine Son, who became man in union with His Mother, perfectly fulfilled your Will in loving spirit of atonement. We again offer you this in praise so You can bless us and cure us through the intercession of the Holy Hearts and give us the Holy Spirit to renew the face of the earth.

Divine Redeemer, we recognize that you are the Son of the Eternal Father, the only Mediator between God and man. In accordance with the Will of the Eternal Father, you have closely associated your Immaculate Mother to your mission, as Mediator and Co-redeemer.

In a spirit of great confidence, we devote ourselves family and community to the United Hearths of Jesus and Mary to tap on your promise, and have unity in charity.

We pledge to live in the spirit of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and so contribute with our prayers to the accomplishments of the requests contained therein.

Wherever we may have influence, we will strive to have the name of God honored, to establish the Kingdom of God among us and to get everything done according to the Divine Will. In so doing, God will bless the earth and daily bread for everyone.

Lord, forgive our sins and guide our hearts towards peace. Your mercy is so great that you can help us avoid falling back into sin and free us from all evil.

As we happily notice that, through Mary's intercession we have been rescued, just like the first miracle at Cana where with Her intervention united with God's Will, then all the world can join the Church taking part in the angels greetings and prayers: Hail Mary…

Driven by an unflinching confidence, let us seal the covenant with the greatest power of love without ever breaching it. Lord, guide us every day of our lives with your Holy Spirit until we are at the door of the heavenly homeland. Amen".

The grace flowing from the veneration of the United Hearts of Jesus and Mary supersedes the laws of nature and hereditary situations we might be predisposed to. Therefore it is worth our while to trust in God.


In the clergy nowadays, there are some priests who accept to celebrate mass on behalf of a specific family tree. The Eternal Father forgives sins because of the precious blood shed on the Cross. Jesus redeemed for the sins of humanity, in turn we must individually accept to atone for our sins while on earth.

Should we refuse to return an adequate measure of love to Jesus, then it stands to reason that we will have to spend some time in the fire of love, namely the Purgatory. God allowed me to see the flames of purgatory, which are terrible. A devouring fire of Infinite Love, purifying the souls prior to seeing God face to face. The greatest suffering is to be separated from God, while being unable to do anything to help oneself. This is the reason why Heaven is asking for many masses to be celebrated so they can enter Paradise as early as possible. There are many indulgences to be drawn from the Church's treasure chest, which can be offered on their behalf.

What are indulgences? “It represents before God the remission of temporal punishment due to sins where the faults have already been forgiven. The faithful receives such under prescribed conditions relating to the Church’s mission as regards the redemption of humanity and also being the mandated dispenser of indulgences, distributes those by the various actions of the Church and its authority over the treasure of contentment of Christ and the saints."

The indulgence is either partial or complete according to whether it releases the sinner partially or completely from the temporal punishment due to sin. Anyone can earn indulgences for himself/herself or have them applied for the dead. (CCC-1471)

Praying the Rosary for the souls in purgatory is an excellent way to help those souls keeping in mind that they are precious and dear to the Lord just like we are to Him while on earth. Once freed, they in turn will pray for us interceding on our behalf.

Personally, I offer the Way of the Cross for them every day, remembering that one day Jesus asked me to continue this act of mercy.

7th Commandment: "You shall not steal". (Ex 20,15), "Thou shall not steal". (Mt 19, 18)

The seventh commandment forbids taking or withholding anything belonging to fellow men unjustly causing harm in the enjoyment of property in any manner whatsoever. It is demanding that justice and charity be exercised in managing material property items and the fruits of labor work. It calls for the common good, respecting universal material wealth and the right to private property. The Christian life is striving for order and fraternal charity of the world's goods. (CCC-2401)

Only Jesus could heal me during my teenage years, at a time that I had a strong urge to own all kinds of things not belonging to me.

8th Commandment: "You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor." (Ex 20, 16)

It was given to our ancestors: "Do not take a false oath, but make good to the Lord all that you vow. But I say onto you, do not swear at all; not by heaven, for it is God's throne". (Mt 5, 33-34)

The eighth commandment prohibits distorting the truth in your relationship with others. This moral prescription is the mission of the holy people standing witness to God who is the truth and only wants the truth. Breaching the truth in words or action is a staunch refusal to commit to moral rectitude. This in effect is only partial fidelity to God and contributes to weaken the underpinnings of the covenant.

For my part, I admit that I had a great deal of difficulty keeping my promise to God conducting a chaste life once I had undergone conversion.

I wanted to marry religiously, but I was bound by a promise made to God and God never forgets promises holding you to them. It is quite easy to understand that without His daily grace, I simply wouldn’t be able to keep my promises, since I find solitude difficult to bear. Alternately, if I did not adhere to my promises, I could never aspire going to Heaven as the Lord told me He hated infidelity. One day, the Holy Virgin Mary came to me gently to remind me that it was necessary that I keep my promise to God.

9th Commandment: "You shall not covet your neighbor's house. You shall not covet your neighbor's wife, nor his male or female slave, nor his ox or ass, or anything else that belongs to him." (Ex 20, 17)

"But I say unto you, anyone looking at a woman with lust has already committed adultery with her in his heart." (Mt 5, 28)

I used to be very envious regarding material objects. In fact, prior to my encounter with Jesus, I was living for money not for love. Now, I live for love and salvation of souls. I travel the world preaching out of love for my precious Jesus.

10th Commandment: "You shall not covet your neighbor's house". (Ex 20, 17)

"You shall not desire your neighbor's house or field, or his male or female slave, or his ox or ass, or anything that belongs to him." (Dt 5, 21)

"For your treasure is where your heart is". (Mt 6, 21)

The tenth commandment is complementary to the ninth commandment, which covers concupiscence or urges for pleasures of the flesh. It prohibits the desire to take other people’s property, which is at the source theft, pilferage and fraud, also prohibited in the seventh commandment. The "covetous eyes" (1 John 2, 16) leads to violence and injustice upheld by the fifth precept. Greed originates, like fornication in idolatry and is prohibited in the first three statements of the law.

The tenth commandment deals with the intention in your heart: It is an abstract (synopsis) of the principles contained in the law. (CCC-2534)

Many times in the past and before my conversion, I wanted to get the husbands of other women, but Jesus taught me to repent and to lower my eyes avoiding men. Back then I had encounters with many men. This is the reason why my soul was imprisoned in the Beast. This is in fact what Jesus showed me in a vision in 1997 just before Christmas, He asked me to accept my repentance. I learned then that I have a great deal to account for before God, but He also showed me that He expected that I give Him a lot of love.


I want you to appreciate that for all these reasons, in effect my soul was in the abyss and I was sentenced to punishment in Hell, having followed Satan the father of all lies for several years. I was also punished because of certain improper gestures that I had carried out several times. Consequently, I was held in bondage by the devil in the chains of hatred.

St Michael, the Archangel helped me greatly to become humble and diminutive for God who is a God of Love, loving His little creatures, created out of His infinite tenderness.

As for the demons that I saw before my conversion and who were surrounding me, they had horrible faces with terrible evil in their eyes. I had broken unity with God, disobeying His law of love, purity and sharing with the poor.

The demons cultivate the souls of those who embrace the New Age philosophy and practice related techniques such as: yoga, reiki, and transcendental meditation. If the chakras are open, they enter the body, then it becomes necessary to devote yourselves to the Immaculate Heart of May and leave these techniques and confess to a Priest and undergo severe fasting to overcome the gruesome effects.


Whenever we sidestep God's law out of free will, we forfeit His protection and we default into the hands of fallen angels having freely chosen to do wrong. Conversely, once you have repented sincerely in confession for having offended the Holy Trinity, God in His infinite mercy forgives and liberates from the bondage of sin.

The demons are apprehensive that we go to confession and pray the Rosary in honor and thanksgiving to the Divine Mercy. Whenever we go to a priest for confession handing God our sins, the fallen angels can no longer exercise power over the soul. Jesus cleanses the soul in His precious blood and takes it into His heart to rest.


The conversion process represented that I amend for my sins through a great deal of suffering and personal abnegation with respect to and support of my brothers and sisters whom come to meet me during my various lecture tours. Some are truly subjugated under heavy crosses and I must spend the time listening to their trials with the help of the Holy Spirit and say healing prayers. Suffering is the best road to sanctification it embellishes my soul learning to love God even more.

Following my repentance in Medjugorje, I cried many tears on account of my past life spent in nightclubs watching bad videos including pornography, which would now horrify me. I can understand that with all these sins my soul was deep in the abyss. Now I can truly say that confession and penance saved me representing a sincere contrition for my sins.

Because of my selfishness in the first half of my life, having forgotten the poor who needed my help and my compassion, I asked the Lord to have mercy on the miserable being that I was and help me live according to His law of love, respect, and purity.


Once I had undergone a full confession and left the New Age and adultery, Jesus said “I am the Son of God, My name is Yechouah and my Mercy is on you”.

The Lord could see my struggle trying to return to Him and told me just how much He loved me and how precious I was in His eyes. He further asked me to meditate on His passion and I was totally enlightened regarding His love for me and other creatures.


During his Passion, Jesus an innocent victim was hit 5480 times amending for the sins of humanity therefore I can truthfully say that He can have my life in gratitude.

Had I chosen not to stand witness to His mercy and forgiveness would have been risky on the day of judgment. My choice however was really based on my love for my sweet Jesus in so much pain seeing sinners separated and distant from His Divine Heart.

The Lord had asked me to meditate on His Passion and it is then that I understood the Love of God for humanity and I fell in love with Jesus and the Eternal Father. Jesus forgives sins instantly upon confession. He forgets everything as long as we decide to follow the true path with Him.


Among the many attributes regarding God, three must be highlighted as most important for humanity and those are: Love, Mercy, and Justice. The second one is certainly the most significant with respect to the sinners that we are. In this sense, Purgatory is mercy while Hell is justice. Those going to Hell have chosen their destiny. Hence, it follows that life is continuing on the other side of the veil. It defies imagination that there are those who choose to remain in a state of sin refusing to repent even on their deathbed. Generally, they have had a life of pleasure of the flesh and pleasure of the world rather than abstinence and prayer.

If souls could only understand that Jesus is the best Father we could possibly have, indeed a helpful, caring and loving Father. I understood quite well that Jesus wanted our individual love and He asked me to give Him a great deal of it. He has a big Heart in need of our love. He begs for our love and at the moment of death, He begs us to accept His Mercy. But, some refuse it out of pride. If only they could appreciate the love and goodness of God, they would happily cast themselves into the ocean of Love of His burning Heart and in the arms of His Mercy.

Jesus invited me several times to do penance and to sincerely regret my sins. As soon as I did, God asked me to lighten His pain the result of many souls far from Him. Indeed God suffers a lot and I also learned how to comfort His afflicted Heart.


Jesus showed me His Holy Wounds and that they save me and He further asked me to hand my life over to Him. I was still quite attached to material things even though Jesus had asked me to live a life of poverty. In fact, as recently as three years ago and even though I had no money for it, I wanted to buy a nice house. That motivation was driven by my desire to own nice things and my highly developed taste for luxury items. That of course does not lead to Heaven.

Then, Jesus made me understand how hypocritical I was. My conscience could not find peace since I was very distant from the Truth of the Gospel: "Sell everything and follow me".

Once more and stemming from my pride, I was at the bottom of the abyss. Then Jesus cleansed me through a great suffering and again educated me not to forget the Gospel and to think about those who are suffering great material deprivation. He then strongly urged me to practice sharing.


In the early days of my conversion, Jesus with great power attracted me before the Tabernacle and I just could not leave Him. He asked me to let go because there was a lot of resistance in me. Although I was exhausted, I went to church every afternoon to console His Heart and I started to do the prayers and ritual of the Way of the Cross, every day. God told me He saw how tired I was and He increased my strength and restored my health fully to serve Him in the world and asked me to rekindle my brother's faith.


The Virgin Mary granted me a lot of grace and never ceased to do so because of my great need, being very rebellious by nature. Hence, I accepted those graces and started attending daily mass, read the Bible, study catechism, confess my sins, fasting three days a week and pray the Rosary. Jesus promised that the Rosary would save me.

Following that, I was consecrated to the Immaculate Heart of Mary and received the scapular of Our Lady of Mount Carmel. As a result, many times I have been the object of protection by the Virgin Mary. To receive the Sabbath privilege wearing the scapular of Our Lady of Mount Carmel, it must be on you day and night, be chaste, and pray the Rosary every day. The Sabbath privilege represents, that if one dies on a Wednesday, Mary will deliver that soul from the flames of purgatory the following Saturday and take it to Heaven.

It has been eleven years now that I have returned to the Catholic Church and I can truthfully say that following Jesus has been a great joy, much more than could be derived from living the life of the world. There is more joy giving to our brothers and sisters than receiving from them.

To save my soul, Jesus asked me to escape from worldly pleasures and material things. Had I continued my way of living there was no chance that I could enter the Kingdom of Heaven. Hence, I chose God freely a Triune God and rejected mammon.


Choosing God and Heaven is entirely an act of freedom and love on my part. Of course, just like every other Christian I have my own cross to carry but with the help of Jesus it becomes feasible since He is the Way, the Truth, and Life. Once in Heaven, the crosses offered to God while on earth rain as graces and joy for Eternity in praise of the Lord for His infinite mercy, which is love.

Following my divorce, I joined a religious order for a year and a half to perfect my faith. The Catechism: CCC-846 states that those refusing to either join the Catholic Church or to persevere in it while knowing that it was founded by Jesus Christ himself, these souls cannot be saved.

Although I had departed from the Catholic Church for several years, the baptism I received at birth associated me to the Church forever. It is with respect to the grace relating to baptism that I be allowed to have my sins forgiven. As a member of the Church I have the option of having all my sins and related sentencing be forgiven. CCC-1263.

Sadly, many souls are ungrateful to God, who makes available the Sacraments through His Church. Those are: Baptism, Confirmation, the Eucharist, Reconciliation, Ordination, Marriage, Anointing of the sick.


Resulting from the life I had led and having had my charkas opened by a guru, I actually underwent nothing short of a grueling agony. That led to having to receive a sequence of the sacrament Anointing of the sick as many as seven times. It was exactly like I died and came back to life seven times. This was intimately caused by and related to the techniques I had learned in spiritualism. God told me He disagreed with that. I managed to get out of this mess because I devoted to the Virgin Mary. I was further informed, that I had avoided eternal tortures of hell accompanied with that guru.


The sacrament of Ordination and the sacrament of Marriage indissoluble under God are referred to as sacraments of Communion. Whenever those Sacraments are bestowed, the grace of the Holy Spirit accompanies the faithful helping Christians to become saints. There are also other rituals, otherwise called sacramentals representing various liturgical celebrations including Christian funerals.

When the Lord calls me home to Him, I want to be interred whole body, not incinerated though allowed by the Church, given that one-day we shall be resurrected. Burials represent deeds of forgiveness and mercy. The deceased do attend their own funeral. One can surmise the pain of those seeing their bodies being incinerated.


Fifteen years ago, I was deeply involved in the reading of New Age works by the various celebrated authors. They are impostors, false prophets, portraying themselves as anointed with the sacred salvation truth and happiness here and forever through reincarnation. They are careful not to announce Jesus as God, Hero, and Redeemer. The unsuspecting adept can be highly unaware that authors exist in various societal endeavors willing and eager to provide salvation outside God if only, one is agreeing to abandon his life to these guides, in fact to Hell.

St. Peter foresees in the second Epistle, chapter two verses 1-3: "In those days there will be false prophets within the people as well as fake doctors, who will introduce pernicious sects, denying the Master who redeemed them. They will attract upon themselves a prompt perdition. Many will follow their debaucheries, and because of them the path of Truth will be rejected as blasphemy. By greed, using deceptive words they will deceive you; their trial is simmering and their distress is coming.”

Here is a pertinent short list of some of these New Age writers: Alice Bailey, Helena Petrovna Blavatsky, Allan Kardec, Chrishnamurti, Sai Baba, Maitreya (the false Christ), Eliphas Levi, Leadbetter, Papus, René Guénon, Paracelse, Nostradamus, Carl Jung, S. Freud, Edgar Cayce, Marilyn Ferguson, Lobsang Rampa, Carlos Castaneda, and many, many others.

None of those ever told me about God's Love, one God, a Great Father, a Triune God, a God full of Gentleness, Mercy, Love and Compassion. Of course, nothing about Jesus the only Super Hero ever to walk this earth. The fact of the matter is that I was poisoned by Satan's venom of hate and evil, deeply set in my heart through those writings, and I can truthfully say that only the precious blood of Jesus could save me from this infernal poison.


Jesus comforted me, saying. “You are immersed in my blood”. Hence, out of love for Him and for the Virgin Mary who suffered because of my sins at the foot of the cross, I burned all the books dealing with New Age, such as: spiritualism, fortune-telling, numerology, astrology, the occult and horoscopes. I wanted to insure that no one could retrieve them in any way, because I would be held responsible before God should that happen. St. Michael the Archangel greatly contributed to my freedom and he said he did not like pride. So, I had to trek along in humility.

I came across a book titled: "CAN WE BE LIBERATED FROM IMPUR LEWD SPIRITS?'' written by, Bishop Tournyol du Clos (Éditions de l'Archistratège). He writes:

”If you have been in contact with the occult, esotericism, spiritualism, astrology, witchcraft, magic, hypnotism, reiki, yoga, transcendental meditation, New Age and all kinds of sects, or so-called healers healing with their hands using magnetism or the pendulum, if you have visited fortune-tellers such as psychics, magicians, gurus, fortune-tellers who read cards, lines of the hand or necromancers who consult the spirits of the dead, you need to know that you have been exposed to individuals working in close association with the devil and that you have unknowingly given Satan a measure of power over you.”

”If you have sought to know the future in tarot cards or horoscopes or, if you wore good-luck charms such as: talismans, amulets and signs of the zodiac or, if you have practiced the occult through formulas or repeated words like secret mantras for example, or attended places poisoned by witchcraft, vice or moral depravity, especially if you have made a pact with Satan, did magic, raised the dead; launched spells, uttered curses and blasphemies, you need to know that you have seriously offended our Heavenly Father.”

Archbishop Tournyol invites us to confess thoroughly asking for forgiveness, so God forgive these appalling weaknesses and sins even though they go back for quite some time at a moment in your life when you were unaware of these grossly offensive activities.

The word of God is clear in Deuteronomy 18, 10-13: "Let there not be found among you anyone who immolates his son or daughter in the fire, nor a fortune-teller, soothsayer, charmer, diviner, or caster of spells, nor one who consults ghosts and spirits or seeks oracles from the dead. Anyone who does such things is an abomination to the Lord and because of such abominations the Lord, your God, is driving these nations out of your way. You, however, must be altogether sincere toward the Lord, your God.”


Jesus wishes we be humble and so in all humility I implored Saint Michael to be liberated. Every day I pray the Rosary to the nine choirs of angels, both for my protection and for the liberation against evil remaining in me. Also, I thank him for delivering me from my spiritual and intellectual pride instilled in me as result of these false doctrines. I also say the following prayer: "Jesus, Mary, I love you, save the souls" because whenever this deed of love is said, with fervor in the heart, a soul is saved.

Having returned wholeheartedly to God and the Church, I have been advised by Heaven that I was marked with the seal of God, I had received at the Escorial, a place recognized by the Cardinal of Madrid for all works of Mercy. Consequently, I wish to stand witness and give my most sincere thanks to the Blessed Trinity and the Blessed Virgin Mary forever virgin, whom despite my profound distress marked me on the forehead with the Cross the seal of God. The enemy shall remain powerless to seize my soul or do any damage.


You must be made aware that in these end times, Satan is in a real frenzy to take as many souls as he can. He does so using ploys stemming out of spiritual pride and his ultimate plan is to mark each soul with his signature. How does he intend to accomplish this? By having people accept his mark, either on the forehead or the hand.

God in his Infinite Mercy has asked me to talk about this mark of the Beast, otherwise referred to as a microchip the size of a tiny grain of rice and inserted under the skin. The Lord called to my attention the eloquent words of the Apocalypse 13, 16-18: "By clever maneuvers, everyone young and old, rich or poor, will accept the mark of the Beast on the right hand or on the forehead and no one will be able to buy or sell without the number representing his name. Here, wisdom is required to decipher the number, for it is widely used by mankind and the number is 666.”

God further pointed out, Apocalypse 14, 9-10: "Another angel, a third one, followed them shouting in a loud voice: «Anyone who worships the Beast and its image and is marked on the forehead or on the hand, he too will drink the wine of the wrath of God, which is prepared pure in the cup of His anger. He will undergo the ordeal of fire and brimstone before the Lamb and holy angels.»" The microchip is the mark of the Beast. Anyone accepting it voluntarily will be cut off from God and the Kingdom of Heaven for Eternity.

God invites us to have courage, faith and hope in His help and infinite power to protect us for three and a half years representing the reign of the Antichrist. God will send His angels to protect His people. God will provide for all their needs. So, be quite confident about this guarantee from the Lord. God warned me sternly not to fear talking about the microchip yelling it on the rooftops and that I should fear Him immensely if I didn’t.

Conversely, God has His own mark, namely a cross on the forehead. In order to receive that mark from the angels one has to comply with the Ten Commandments. So, purity, love, poverty, humility, charity, and obedience to the Church, must be the currency of those forming the people that God will protect in a very special way. Apocalypse: 7, 3 “Do not strike the earth nor the sea nor the trees until the servants of our Lord be marked on the forehead.”


Jesus asked me to yield and be obedient to the Church in all matters. Hence, I wanted to consult what is written regarding the Congregation for Divine Worship and the Discipline of the Sacraments. I wanted to know how the observance is carried out and what should be avoided with respect to the Most Holy Eucharist, the True Presence. It is at that time that I studied the instructions contained in Redemptionis Sacramentum. What follows are a few quotes from the document I consider significant.

No. 92: The faithful has the unalienable right to receive Holy Communion on the tongue.

In regions where the council of bishops has authorized communion in the hand and this practice has been sanctioned by the local bishop, then one can receive the host accordingly. Needless to say, vigilance here is essential, as the host must be instantly ingurgitated right before the minister. The idea is that no one can go any distance with the host in hand. Should there be any doubt, communion should be delivered directly on the tongue.

No. 93: Using a paten is mandatory when serving Holy Communion. This is a cautious practice to prevent the Sacred Host or some fragments thereof from falling to the floor.

No. 94: The faithful is not allowed to touch the host nor the sacred chalice, much less passing it from hand to hand.

In recent decades new practices have been introduced in the Church, which go squarely against Canon Law and therefore tradition. As a case in point, consider the situation with respect to a wedding and related celebration of mass where the groom and bride serve communion to each other. This is a grossly unacceptable practice that must be stopped since it represents an abuse, in fact a sacrilege making Jesus suffer immensely.

No. 104: The faithful receiving communion is not allowed to dip the host in the Precious Blood, and if this is done by the priest then it is served directly on the tongue, not in the hand.

No. 157: Whenever there is a celebration where the sacred Ministers present are in sufficient number, then it is forbidden to pass this function in whole or in part to non-sacred Ministers of Holy Communion.

In such circumstances, those normally mandated to do this should refuse to participate. Therefore, those appointed for this function should explicitly condemn the attitude of those priests, who while attending the celebration refuse to give Communion and instruct lay people to assume such a function.

No. 158: In effect, the Extraordinary Minister of Holy Communion can only exercise the privilege under extraordinarily limitative circumstances. Such uncontrollable circumstances having to do with old age, physical incapacity, absence of deacons represents unique situations requiring the intervention of non-sacred ministers. Such contributions help prevent the celebration from being overly prolonged to an excessive extent. Conversely, it must be readily understood that if a situation leads to extended time, not an unreasonable period, that it does in no way justify the use of non-sacred ministers.


The Holy Spirit has gradually taught me how to receive Communion properly as well as how to confess thoroughly. Before my conversion, I was not aware that the Church requires that we be humble and manifest this with a genuflection, or to bow before receiving the Holy Eucharist. So in respect for the Lord and in a spirit of submission to the Church, I do it out of love for God, Divine Majesty.

Before I went to Communion, I had to learn how to confess my capital sins such as, pride, greed, desire, envy, jealousy, gluttony, anger and sloth. If these sins are not confessed they will take the sinner deep into the abyss.

In my younger years, I had a number of homosexual friends. Just the same, God loves them and He wants to save them. To be saved however, they need to be celibate. God wants us to be pure and God wants us to know that hell is full of impurities and indescribable suffering for the souls who did not want to repent for their pleasures while on earth. Eternal tortures await those who refuse to repent up to the last second.

The word of God is very clear: Corinthians 1.6, 9 "Are you not aware that unjust men do not inherit the Kingdom of Heaven? Do not be misled, for neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor practicing homosexuals, nor thieves, nor the greedy, nor drunkards, nor slanderers nor thugs can inherit the Kingdom of God".


The Church warns us that New Age forces are advertising a wide range of practices which the unsuspecting is likely to innocently stumble into. Such seemingly harmless practices as: acupuncture, biofeedback, chiropractic touch, kinesiology, homeopathy, massages and related body techniques such as ergonomics, feldenkrais, reflexology, rolfing, polarity massaging, therapeutic touch, and others, meditation and visualization, nutritional therapies, psychic healing, various kinds of herbal medicine, healing with crystals, metals, music or colors, reincarnation therapies and finally, the twelve-step programs and self-realization groups, are all creations from the demons.2

Dear reader, had I received Communion without confessing the sins mentioned above, I would have brought condemnation on myself and for each Communion I would have kept going down deeper and deeper into the abyss.

St. Paul asked that we discern regarding the body of Christ. Corinthians 1-11, 28-30; "Let everyone scrutinize himself and so he who eats the bread and drinks from the cup without discerning the body, eats and drinks his own condemnation. That is why many among you are ill and crippled in their body and that there is a considerable number already dead.”

Personally, I pray to God every day so He give me the grace to truly convert and before going to confession I ask the Holy Spirit and the Saints to show me all my sins.


In the conferences I do across the world I meet many people whom have been in contact with yoga and/or reiki, either as adepts or casual practitioners. Jesus wants them to be aware that these techniques do not come from Him but from Satan the enemy who has power over them. God wishes to free them from such spells if only they agreed to come to confession. Keep in mind that confession is an act of love offered to God. At the moment one enters the confessional, God opens his arms widely to great the sinner into His heart. He stands just behind the Priest but he is the one active within the soul cleansing it in His Precious Blood.

We must prepare ourselves for Eternity through prayer, poverty, penance and many acts of charity. When the day comes that we must stand before God for admission into paradise, our hands need to be full of acts of Mercy, all kinds of prayers for the dying, for sinners, for ourselves, for the holy souls in purgatory, sharing with the poor, visiting the sick, visit the prisoner, and so on, otherwise it is very risky and totally out of our control.

At that defining moment the soul is judged, being accountable to God for all thoughts, deeds, and uttered words. Hence, one has to willingly agree to be purified while on earth to avoid at all costs the fire of love in the purgatory. We should attempt to transform all thoughts, actions, and words into pure love.

The foregoing represents my testimony of my great misery and my loving return to the Lord with all my heart because Jesus the Great Hero did not hesitate to suffer on the cross and die for me so I may have Eternal Life. There is no greater sacrifice in love than giving one’s life for the loved ones.

As far as I am concerned, Eternity will not suffice to thank God for his great patience towards me and for my conversion. I praise His Boundless Mercy.

I continually ask for the grace of humility to become Love, the Love of the prodigal son who loves his Heavenly Father to extremes. The question is now, what about you? Are you ready to offer your life without fear of martyrdom, for the sole Glory of the Triune God through pure love?


1C.C.C The Catechism of the Catholic Church

2Jesus Christ the Bearer of the Water of Life; The Pontifical Council for Culture: and The Pontifical Council for Inter-religious Dialogue

as Received from Heaven by Fabienne

My dear child, hand me your nothing
Give everything to me, I love you
I am your Mother and I want to lead you on the road to Paradise
Devote your thoughts, your actions, and your days to Me
I will take you in My arms to console you
Promise Me to always think about Me when saying my Holy Rosary
Do not forget Me, I love you so much

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