- Fri Jul 29, 2011 8:08 pm
I am currently searching what is being asked of me by the Lord or Mary. I have had dreams where I have been told to say a novena for the souls in Purgatory and at the time not had any idea what a novena was. Half way through I stopped saying the novena after having a dream and seeing an absolutely horrid creature, which I am not sure was the devil. It was quiet for a while then I started seeing a cross on a hill and being told to say the rosary at that cross, which I still have not found to this day, I saw it daily and now I see it in dreams occasionally (with the same message). When I said my rosary the other day I had a vision of myself crying in the front pew of an empty church, where I am currently a member at, and Mary came and consoled me and held me close. I had such a great peace in my heart/soul for days after that. I have tried talking to the priest at my church, asking for a spiritual director but he has put me off and has given me numbers for nuns, saying I need to talk to them. I feel like I might be being called to be a nun, but I am married and I have a child. I can't put into words what I feel when I pray or have these 'visions'. Am I crazy or could be there some truth to what is going on...please can someone give me some path or guidance. Thank you and God Bless!!!