She was looking through it and found three blessed candles, candles from our wedding ceremony. She told me we should keep them in case of a storm one day so that we can use them. I don't know why she said that, but after that she said we should save them for the baptism of our children.
My wife didn't know of my deep sorrow after yesterday's post about my fear of being unworthy and the three days of darkness.
There is more too it then that, but I realize that if my wife loves me, faults and all, certainly God does, and can forgive me because I am sorry.