- Fri Apr 23, 2010 6:34 pm
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Part 1 - Czestochowa
I went on a pilgrimage to Poland for 11 days. Actually, officially only the first three days, when I went to Czestochowa, were a pilgrimage. After that, I drove to Kraków and met my group a day later. Everyone but me was learning Polish there. I would have liked to as well but I scraped together all of my money and it wasn’t enough. So I just participated in the cultural events that took place most days for about 2 hours and spend most of my private time at the holy places of Poland. More than half of the events were cancelled though, due to the terrible plane crash of the president, his wife, and all the other victims, and the resulting national mourning. So I had a lot of time.
I arrived in Czestochowa on Friday afternoon. Ever since I came to faith a few years ago and got to know the Catholic world I had a special relationship with, or better longing, for Our Lady of Czestochowa. I’m not sure why. Probably because of Pope John Paul II (who was God’s main instrument in bringing me to Him) and my own Polish roots. I wouldn’t have dreamed to see her so soon! When I spontaneously decided to take part in the cultural tour in Cracow I knew I had to visit the monastery Jasna Gora where the wonderful icon of Our Lady of Czestochowa is in her own beautiful chapel and immerse myself in the atmosphere of Poland’s national sanctuary. At the time I left, I was in a rather severe spiritual crisis (I posted about it in the forum) but I still prayed a novena to Our Lady of Czestochowa in preparation and asked Pope John Paul II to be with me in Poland. During my stay I was alone but it didn’t matter because God let me feel his presence often during this trip and through my prayers for you I felt connected to you. Not all my issues have been resolved but I felt like Jesus is okay with my hesitation, doesn’t hold it against me, and is waiting patiently for me to be ready. All I felt was love and acceptance.
I didn’t get to the monastery until shortly before sunset. When I walked up to it (or rather climbed ) the sight of Jasna Gora greeted me in the cloudy sunset. Beautiful!
A few candles before the statue of the Blessed Virgin at the end of the alley up to the monastery:
Once you’re at the monastery you turn left and a larger than life statue of the late Polish primate Cardinal Stephan Wyszynski (who loved this place so much) is greeting the pilgrims and is facing the four gates.
I have a special relationship with Cardinal Wyszynski and so naturally loved this statue. He is not beatified yet, but the process is ongoing. I asked him to pray for all of you as well.
Here are the first two gates you have to pass:
It was late evening by the time I was in the monastery and I was very tired and high-strung. At first I was a little frustrated because I was stressed and couldn’t “get into it” like I hoped. But during Mass when I prayed for your intentions I felt the Blessed Mother come into my heart. I could feel her so clearly and my heart was burning in my chest. This feeling came pretty much every time during these three days when I prayed there. I could feel that this is a holy place and that Jesus was happy with me being there, that I took all of you with me, that for the time being I was where I‘m supposed to be, that I was more than welcome. This was so what I needed because just a couple of weeks earlier I postponed me becoming Catholic and watching people receive communion and confess and this holy place was painful and made me feel apart. Anyway, even before I went there I was rather sure that this trip would give me a spiritual boost but I think it was more than that. I can remember thinking about this when I was standing in the chapel before Our Lady of Czestochowa. It felt like blocks inside me were being removed (before this trip I found it almost impossible to pray) and now the path of communication is wide open between me and God. This feeling continues, I can still often feel God’s presence when I’m praying now. I also felt really close to Our Lady for the first time there. Her icon there is so captivating, that it was hard to leave. The deep faith of the Polish people – not just in Czestochowa but everywhere I went – was incredible. Little children, teenagers, adults, very old and frail people – they all prayed with so much devotion and fervor.
People were constantly moving through the chapel (there was a tunnel that was going behind the picture) on their knees. I did this too – a very interesting and humbling experience – and one that would be impossible in Germany. The floor was solid stone but in the stone there were indentations from all the knees of the pilgrims over the centuries. Masses were said one after the other. One was finished and two minutes later the next began. On the right side of the icon is the silver rose (the highest award a pope can give) and on the left side was the belt that goes around the waist of bishops, cardinals and the pope. It was the belt Pope John Paul II wore during the assassination attempt in 1981. You could still see the blood were the bullet entered his stomach.
Unfortunately taking pictures with flash was forbidden and since the chapel and monastery were rather dark anyway you can barely see anything on my pictures. These are the best ones but you can't see the pope's belt on them:
The next day, after a very good breakfast, I returned to the monastery and went to the treasury, the museum, the basilica, and of course the chapel again. At my hotel there were a lot of American priests and sisters. I copied all your prayer requests and had them included in a novena that is being prayed before the picture of Our Lady of Czestochowa.
A few impressions:
Pope John Paul II statue:
There was a statue for every mystery of the rosary and for every station of the cross:
The look down from the alley to the monastery:
It started raining that day and continued to rain pretty much constantly for a week. It was the day the president’s plane crashed.
The next day I just spend about another two hours there and then traveled on to Cracow.
To be continued…
I went on a pilgrimage to Poland for 11 days. Actually, officially only the first three days, when I went to Czestochowa, were a pilgrimage. After that, I drove to Kraków and met my group a day later. Everyone but me was learning Polish there. I would have liked to as well but I scraped together all of my money and it wasn’t enough. So I just participated in the cultural events that took place most days for about 2 hours and spend most of my private time at the holy places of Poland. More than half of the events were cancelled though, due to the terrible plane crash of the president, his wife, and all the other victims, and the resulting national mourning. So I had a lot of time.
I arrived in Czestochowa on Friday afternoon. Ever since I came to faith a few years ago and got to know the Catholic world I had a special relationship with, or better longing, for Our Lady of Czestochowa. I’m not sure why. Probably because of Pope John Paul II (who was God’s main instrument in bringing me to Him) and my own Polish roots. I wouldn’t have dreamed to see her so soon! When I spontaneously decided to take part in the cultural tour in Cracow I knew I had to visit the monastery Jasna Gora where the wonderful icon of Our Lady of Czestochowa is in her own beautiful chapel and immerse myself in the atmosphere of Poland’s national sanctuary. At the time I left, I was in a rather severe spiritual crisis (I posted about it in the forum) but I still prayed a novena to Our Lady of Czestochowa in preparation and asked Pope John Paul II to be with me in Poland. During my stay I was alone but it didn’t matter because God let me feel his presence often during this trip and through my prayers for you I felt connected to you. Not all my issues have been resolved but I felt like Jesus is okay with my hesitation, doesn’t hold it against me, and is waiting patiently for me to be ready. All I felt was love and acceptance.
I didn’t get to the monastery until shortly before sunset. When I walked up to it (or rather climbed ) the sight of Jasna Gora greeted me in the cloudy sunset. Beautiful!
A few candles before the statue of the Blessed Virgin at the end of the alley up to the monastery:
Once you’re at the monastery you turn left and a larger than life statue of the late Polish primate Cardinal Stephan Wyszynski (who loved this place so much) is greeting the pilgrims and is facing the four gates.
I have a special relationship with Cardinal Wyszynski and so naturally loved this statue. He is not beatified yet, but the process is ongoing. I asked him to pray for all of you as well.
Here are the first two gates you have to pass:
It was late evening by the time I was in the monastery and I was very tired and high-strung. At first I was a little frustrated because I was stressed and couldn’t “get into it” like I hoped. But during Mass when I prayed for your intentions I felt the Blessed Mother come into my heart. I could feel her so clearly and my heart was burning in my chest. This feeling came pretty much every time during these three days when I prayed there. I could feel that this is a holy place and that Jesus was happy with me being there, that I took all of you with me, that for the time being I was where I‘m supposed to be, that I was more than welcome. This was so what I needed because just a couple of weeks earlier I postponed me becoming Catholic and watching people receive communion and confess and this holy place was painful and made me feel apart. Anyway, even before I went there I was rather sure that this trip would give me a spiritual boost but I think it was more than that. I can remember thinking about this when I was standing in the chapel before Our Lady of Czestochowa. It felt like blocks inside me were being removed (before this trip I found it almost impossible to pray) and now the path of communication is wide open between me and God. This feeling continues, I can still often feel God’s presence when I’m praying now. I also felt really close to Our Lady for the first time there. Her icon there is so captivating, that it was hard to leave. The deep faith of the Polish people – not just in Czestochowa but everywhere I went – was incredible. Little children, teenagers, adults, very old and frail people – they all prayed with so much devotion and fervor.
People were constantly moving through the chapel (there was a tunnel that was going behind the picture) on their knees. I did this too – a very interesting and humbling experience – and one that would be impossible in Germany. The floor was solid stone but in the stone there were indentations from all the knees of the pilgrims over the centuries. Masses were said one after the other. One was finished and two minutes later the next began. On the right side of the icon is the silver rose (the highest award a pope can give) and on the left side was the belt that goes around the waist of bishops, cardinals and the pope. It was the belt Pope John Paul II wore during the assassination attempt in 1981. You could still see the blood were the bullet entered his stomach.
Unfortunately taking pictures with flash was forbidden and since the chapel and monastery were rather dark anyway you can barely see anything on my pictures. These are the best ones but you can't see the pope's belt on them:
The next day, after a very good breakfast, I returned to the monastery and went to the treasury, the museum, the basilica, and of course the chapel again. At my hotel there were a lot of American priests and sisters. I copied all your prayer requests and had them included in a novena that is being prayed before the picture of Our Lady of Czestochowa.
A few impressions:
Pope John Paul II statue:
There was a statue for every mystery of the rosary and for every station of the cross:
The look down from the alley to the monastery:
It started raining that day and continued to rain pretty much constantly for a week. It was the day the president’s plane crashed.
The next day I just spend about another two hours there and then traveled on to Cracow.
To be continued…
Last edited by Pandora on Sat May 01, 2010 12:15 am, edited 5 times in total.
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Let us live as though the world were as it should be, to show it what it can be.